Just like an INFP LOL

This is just like an INFP huh lol procrastinating til god knows when... Well look... HAPPY 2010! I just moved in a downstairs apartment so my schedule has completely FELL OFF! But I am returning to it tonight :) Got an extra long pair of headphones to stretch to the bed from the computer so Im good :) Anyway UPDATE TIME: I have been working at the school as a dance teacher, and that has been going pretty well... The very beginning I can credit to Quantum Mind Power and the rest I can credit to myself. I have stopped listening to the recordings and my negative mind chatter has been GETTING ON MY NERVES. Its not as bad as it was, but its still there. I still have the need to please folks and THAT is a big mistake that a leader should not make. That is why I need to continue on with the recordings so that I can reap these long term benefits. I would like to obtain more leadership roles, but if I am coming off as a "weak" individual, I will be extremely unhappy with myself. My subconscious STILL needs a lot of work.  Being nice to please others aint cutting it! But I am gonna continue with my daily meditation because I am also going through a BAD breakup. I need to find my own strength which has been really hard to do especially when you have depended on that individual for that extra emotional support. It was abused and now I'm taking it back. So I just need to go through the motions and just learn how to love myself without anyone's approval. The same unconditional love that I can show for others, I need to shopw for myself. Oh and another thing. IM GOING CELIBATE! yes......... Celibate lol Sex can cloud ones judgment boy! So I just need to take that element out of my life for awhile and develop my spiritual self some more. This self esteem is going to have to increase first! LOL Its definitely harder than it sounds. I just dont want to make the same mistakes. When I am actually ready for a relationship, I want to be a WHOLE person. Not half. But anywho, This is my update for now, I have fell off and it has not done ANY justice!!!!! I miss feeling at peace and centered lol But its a new year, and Im destined to continue to do great things! Sticking to QMP is part of the plan!! I have the Koi Karp Lake Guided Meditation (QMP) and I'm going to listen to that tonight. I will update tomorrow! Here are the benefits of Koi Karp Lake. Laterz!

The Koi Carp Lake with TMM guided meditation is also known as “the best friend” and the easiest way to describe it is as a bridge between your subconscious and conscious mind.

It provides a link that allows for a safe two-way communication between your conscious and unconscious mind.

There are times when we need to access the database of our accumulated learning that we all have stored in our minds. Often however we don’t know how to access the various facts and details that we need in order to help ourselves in the now.

It is an actual fact that most people are even unaware that they have this storehouse of information and knowledge available to them.

There are times in our lives when we have certain issues or problems that can require some form of skilled assistance.  Sometimes we have a need to bounce ideas around or ask questions and have them explained to us. 

Often there isn’t anyone suitable around who can help us.

We could try looking for professional help, but how do we know which discipline to choose and what kind of help would be the most applicable to our particular circumstance.  The bottom line is we need a friend, a best friend who is totally trustworthy and who can keep our secrets if you will, and who in fact knows us as well as we know ourselves.

We are indeed fortunate to have such a person available to us at all times and in all situations.  This person believe it or not is yourself.

This meditation is completely safe, and by following the steps and the guidance within it, you may utilize a process called fractionation in order to help you build a gorgeous bridge between your subconscious and conscious mind which allows for a wonderfully effective two-way communication link.

All of the resources that you need are stored in your neurons, in your brain, in your mind, all that is needed is for your imagination to be given the guidance that it needs in order to help put it all together.

The first time you do this meditation you build and you learn, subsequent events allow you to expand your consciousness and abilities so as to enjoy and have a much more fulfilled life.

During this meditation you will discover another person with whom you may interact.  If the figure generated by your subconscious turns out to be an actual authority figure in your life like a parent, spouse, or another, simply ask this figure to please go now, and send someone else for you to relate with.  This person will happily go and provide you with someone new so that you have no preconceived notions or responses which may hinder your travels to your new levels of enlightenment, happiness and joy.

Please remember that it is not necessary for you to speak with the person that you meet at the lake.  Feel free to simply sit and enjoy the scene together and each time you go to the lake the same friend will be waiting for you, to interact with them, or not as you require, as you wish.

Sometimes, the answers to a question may be less than direct and you will need to think about the response and mull it over in your mind, in other cases the answer to your question will be clear concise and immediate.

You will find that you get what you need, when you need it.