So I am a dance teacher at this High School...

So I am a dance teacher at this after school program in this high school for at-risk students.

NEVER in a MILLION years... thats why its not good to say never... did I think I would be a leader of some sort speaking comfortably in front of a group of people. When I say it was bad as far as me being in front of groups, it was BAD. I used to avoid these types of situations and it was progressively getting worse. I don't remember being THIS bad in high school, but after I graduated college, it had gotten worse.... weird huh?? But I am happy with doing what I am doing.

I am open to criticism... whoa... we (INFP's) HATE criticism lol But I have been very receptive. I am always looking for ways to improve my leadership skills. Man I am proud of myself! Even though its not a high paying job, yet, but it is benefitting my life in so many ways. Its allowing me to grow. I've been stagnant for awhile due to my avoidant personality. Stepping outside of the box isnt easy, but once you've done it, its not as bad as one would think! I absolutely love it so far. Theres no other way you can improve yourself if you've been constantly repeating the same habits.

I've had my vision board up for a couple of months and many of the things on there have come true such as: Having faith in Self, Getting Quantum Mind Power (Thanks again Morry!), Peace (with myself), Giving back, To Inspire, Daring to be different, growing spiritually, connecting better with others and Not following the herd. Things that have not come true YET, but will: is getting a job *well maybe it did...* still searching though... getting my own place, making $4,000 in 1 month, money, developing my business plan....

It seems more of the materialistic things haven't come true yet, but they WILL... As far as the things that mean the most to me, they already have and I am progressing with each! But anywho... I am a happier person in general... money will soon come! Fear is slowly but surely no longer becoming a ruling factor in my life.

PEACE!!!

Baby Shower and Old Friends

So, as you already know, anxiety and shyness has been a problem for me...

However, I went to a friends baby shower and had a BALL.. not because we were dancing and blah blah blah.... but I saw old friends that I hadn't seen in a LONG time. Sometimes while someone is talking to me, I have these voices in my head that distract me from what they are saying and changes my overall mood. It can happen in the beginning, during the middle, and rarely at the end of a conversation. It NEVER fails to make the situation awkward. I am an INFP trying to change my life. Its funny how most INFP's are not happy with the way they are. But any who, I had an excellent time... I was just getting to know what was going on in their lives and I felt great. One friend of mine is a celebrity stylist going to move to LA in a couple of months, and another friend of mine is happily single, making her own way. She has a car, apartment and everything. I was mostly inspired by those two. Definitely inspired by the first one because she wants to get a tattoo that says "Fearless"... Oh how I LOVE that. But as I was saying, my anxiety levels were pretty much ZERO, and I had a GREAT time. This program is making positive changes in my life. I notice cumulative changes are definitely more important than the sudden changes...

Almost 2 month update...

This one here... an honest update... whether progress is fast or slow, I know the constant term is PROGRESS. I am making progress... here's why.

About 3 weeks ago, I started working as a volunteer  at this school teaching dance (my passion) at this at-risk high school after school program. I have been avoiding roles of leadership ALL of my life. Fear and self doubt had taken over my life dramatically in different areas. I am so glad to say that I am HAPPY. I am not only stepping outside of my comfort zone, I am a mentor for these kids. I have found my voice where it normally would silence itself in front of large groups of people. I am gaining self confidence in so many ways. At first I was terrified, but that little voice inside has become more and more quiet. This program and this new role is changing my life! I just want to THANK Morry for creating such a WONDERFUL program. I am literally crying as I type this because that little voice was stunting my personal growth. I had been a slave to it. While there are still kinks that need to be worked out (and they will be), I would say that I am overall extremely pleased with the program. Thank you so much Morry and I don't even know how to repay you! You have literally saved my life. There is definitely a light at the end of the tunnel. Just walking toward it in faith.

The job has offered to pay me as of Thursday!!!

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