Relaxing Tunes

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

So I am a dance teacher at this High School...

So I am a dance teacher at this after school program in this high school for at-risk students.

NEVER in a MILLION years... thats why its not good to say never... did I think I would be a leader of some sort speaking comfortably in front of a group of people. When I say it was bad as far as me being in front of groups, it was BAD. I used to avoid these types of situations and it was progressively getting worse. I don't remember being THIS bad in high school, but after I graduated college, it had gotten worse.... weird huh?? But I am happy with doing what I am doing.

I am open to criticism... whoa... we (INFP's) HATE criticism lol But I have been very receptive. I am always looking for ways to improve my leadership skills. Man I am proud of myself! Even though its not a high paying job, yet, but it is benefitting my life in so many ways. Its allowing me to grow. I've been stagnant for awhile due to my avoidant personality. Stepping outside of the box isnt easy, but once you've done it, its not as bad as one would think! I absolutely love it so far. Theres no other way you can improve yourself if you've been constantly repeating the same habits.

I've had my vision board up for a couple of months and many of the things on there have come true such as: Having faith in Self, Getting Quantum Mind Power (Thanks again Morry!), Peace (with myself), Giving back, To Inspire, Daring to be different, growing spiritually, connecting better with others and Not following the herd. Things that have not come true YET, but will: is getting a job *well maybe it did...* still searching though... getting my own place, making $4,000 in 1 month, money, developing my business plan....

It seems more of the materialistic things haven't come true yet, but they WILL... As far as the things that mean the most to me, they already have and I am progressing with each! But anywho... I am a happier person in general... money will soon come! Fear is slowly but surely no longer becoming a ruling factor in my life.

PEACE!!!

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